Dearest Maaaa...
"Maa" it is not just a mere word, it means EVERYTHING to me(along with paa), this word itself is full of emotions & selfless love. When I was a fragile setup of cells, you loved me then. When the doctor told you that you' re pregnant, I'm sure you were nervous..You held me in your womb and protected me from all the bad & negativity this world had. I kicked, irritated you..but you would still smile, look in the mirror and use to picturize me.. When I finally came into this world and made this world mine, that very day, you forgot the world and assimilated the entire universe into my eyes! You would pick me up, narrate stories and recite songs..and I would cry! You always tell me , that it was really tough to handle and support such a cry baby! Indeed, it was! You gave me all that you had, all that you ever got, all that you ever were. You gave me every bit of your life.
You are the reason for my existence, you are my first teacher, my first Counsellor, my first love, my first & till date only best-est friend who even after having so many fights loves me unconditionally forgetting everything & still shower me all the care & concern which I might not even deserve.
You often tell me, to be frank and straight. You tell me who my true friends are..You tell me who I am..you tell me what to say, how to say..You let me grow..But I just tell you to leave..shut the door and leave the room.. But, today I ask you not to leave ever. Maa, I may never be able to do even a fraction of what you do for me..I may not reciprocate the love that you've shed on me..I may not be able to be as good as a mother as you are!
"Maa" it is not just a mere word, it means EVERYTHING to me(along with paa), this word itself is full of emotions & selfless love. When I was a fragile setup of cells, you loved me then. When the doctor told you that you' re pregnant, I'm sure you were nervous..You held me in your womb and protected me from all the bad & negativity this world had. I kicked, irritated you..but you would still smile, look in the mirror and use to picturize me.. When I finally came into this world and made this world mine, that very day, you forgot the world and assimilated the entire universe into my eyes! You would pick me up, narrate stories and recite songs..and I would cry! You always tell me , that it was really tough to handle and support such a cry baby! Indeed, it was! You gave me all that you had, all that you ever got, all that you ever were. You gave me every bit of your life.
You are the reason for my existence, you are my first teacher, my first Counsellor, my first love, my first & till date only best-est friend who even after having so many fights loves me unconditionally forgetting everything & still shower me all the care & concern which I might not even deserve.
You often tell me, to be frank and straight. You tell me who my true friends are..You tell me who I am..you tell me what to say, how to say..You let me grow..But I just tell you to leave..shut the door and leave the room.. But, today I ask you not to leave ever. Maa, I may never be able to do even a fraction of what you do for me..I may not reciprocate the love that you've shed on me..I may not be able to be as good as a mother as you are!
You tell me what's right and what's wrong, you tell
me that , " Sonali, jhoot mat bol!" You catch me every time, don't
you? You don't understand the things I
write, but you are always so proud of me.. Because you trust me..Today, all my
dreams would have been just a dead spring if you wouldn't have entered my room
daily, and reignited the fire. I would have never be able to be this
independent, if you wouldn't have believed in me. Maa, today on your special day,
I apologize for not giving you love, time and respect!
I apologize for not giving you love, time and respect!
I apologize, for everything that I've ever
done!
Today, when I write this sitting late night thinking what can I do to
make your this birthday the most special one, what can I do to show my
gratitude for what all you have done & doing without begrudging a moment everyday… I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart for
ever asking you to leave, for all the arguments which I use to initiate, I apologize for all the pain & suffering you went through these many years because of me… Maa, please don't leave,
ever!
Today, when I do good, people ask me what inspires you? I say 3 things, the smile and charm in my maa's eyes when she recites my dreams coming true... the unfathomable faith of paa in me & finally my mentor's colossal trust in me which inspires me daily to grow one step ahead of yesterday!
Today, when I do good, people ask me what inspires you? I say 3 things, the smile and charm in my maa's eyes when she recites my dreams coming true... the unfathomable faith of paa in me & finally my mentor's colossal trust in me which inspires me daily to grow one step ahead of yesterday!
When I look how much she strive daily so that we can have a comfortable day, how much she exert to make us happy, how much she loves everyday no matter what we did... everything inspires me! Maa, you know what..whenever we sit and watch TV
and you tell me about the prominent personalities and discuss your visions..I
just wish that, God there has to be Just one difference between them and me..I
don't want to say....I don't mind not
getting an award, but I definitely mind you leaving me..for, you are not
keeping well these days..but I know, that if you can make me laugh and tolerate
me..you can tolerate any pain in this world..
On this very special eve, I promise to accomplish my human revolution to forge the most beautiful & eternal bond between us & I thank god for making my life attracted to the most amazing parents from the entire universe & made my life soo beautiful which would have been impossible without them. Thank you so very much...
I'm sorry Ma and I love you the most!
P.S. You have the million dollar smile & the most beautiful soul :*
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